I Love Netball.

Walaupun boleh dikatakan semua permainan aku join time kat skolah dolu2, tapi netball lah game paling lama yg aku ceburi…hoki, bola baling, bola tampar, ping pong….semua tu hanya zaman kanak2 riang @ skolah rendah…tapi netball? Sampai skng pun aku men lagi…

Seingat aku la kan, start men netball masa darjah 4, kiranya time tu umo 10 tahun la….Sekolah Kebangsaan Haji Wan Jaafar….time tu jadi WA je…tapi masa darjah 5 & 6, kena tukar lak men Center… selalu training kat padang blakang skolah, skolah lak tepi umah je..hehe… Masa darjah 6 tu kena jadi kapten lak…belasah je lah!haha…. paling best training time waktu skolah, so boleh la ponteng class..aku kan x suka belajar..huhu..paling best, team yang sama ja tuk suma game team tu lah yg men netball, team tu jugak lah yg men hoki n bola baling…maklumlah, skolah rendah mana ramai murid, so org yg same je lah kan!

Masuk je SERATAS, konon nk maintain men hoki je..malangnya, xde team ppuan lak, laki je yg ade…coach plak Sir Rahim n Cikgu Mail kalu x silap..da la aku alergik skit kat 2 org tu..huhu..ampun ye cikgu, tu zaman skolah dulu je..hehe….last2, terjebak ngn netball jgk…form 1
till form 5…5 tahun dok berlari n melompat kat atas padang depan flat guru tue… Kali ni 5 tahun maintain jadi Center je..Masa form 3 n form 5, muka kapten lagi…tapi pesal ada budak junior ckp aku ni garang kat padang? Yang kelakarnye, ade gak dak2 yg malas nk trun training setiap selasa n kamis…..paling depa malas training ari selasa la coz kena jogging kat taman tasik tepeng mengelilingi zoo tepeng yg luas tue.haha! tapi aku suka training ari selasa, dapat kua dr ostel..hehe… aku ni sgt jahat coz mana2 bdak yg xnk trun training dgn erti kata len nk mintak excuse, WAJIB submit surat rasmi kat aku dgn alasan2 yg munasabah…jahat x?haha….
kenangan pahit time form 5 coz mengalami kecederaan time warm up. Kebetulan time tu cikgu lak tade, smpai terpaksa men gak next game dgn keadaan yg sakit coz xnak hampakan kengkawan! Tgh game, cikgu smpai n perasan aku x ok n suh kuar padang trus! Pastu jadi pom2 gurl je lah kat tepi padang! Dah setle sume game trus lik ostel…then baru g Hospital Tepeng dgn Cikgu Midah… (nahar,jgn x caya tau dia penah berbuat baik pada i..haha)….seb bek x retak or patah,just terseliuh je….balik je spital cikgu midah da bg warning, lusa sukan, sy x izinkan awak masuk apa2 acara pun! Hish! Punah segala harapan, dah la taun last plak tu…agaknya dia xnak bg markah rumah Helang lg tinggi dari rumah Enggang kot? Logic x alasan tu?

Abes je form 5 (2001), trus tinggalkan netball…..sehinggalah tahun 2010, baru start men balik coz ade Sukan Mahkamah Syariah Malaysia…masih mengekalkan posisi yg sama, syabas buat diri sendiri!haha..2011 plak ade game anjuran JPM, buat kt Putrajaya..join la jgak.....yg TAK BEST nye, setengah jam b4 game, kene men WA plak, kekok plak rasa coz da lame x men posisi tue…tu lah last, pastu tade lg smpai skg…tunggu lah kot2 ada game anjuran mahkamah or JPM lagi, baru start training semula…

Tu jelah kisah aku n netball…sekian, bubuy.

Dating~

~sekian~

Without Words

I shouldn’t have done that,

I should have pretended not to know

like I didn’t see it, like I couldn’t see it

I shouldn’t have looked at you in the first place

I should have run away

I should have pretended I wasn’t listening

like I didn’t hear it, like I couldn’t hear it

I shouldn’t have heard your love in the first place

Without a word, you made me know what love is

Without a word, you gave me your love

Made me fill myself with your every breath

Then you ran away

Without a word, love leaves me

Without a word, love abandons me

Wondering what to say next

My lips were surprised

It came without a word

Why does it hurt so much?

Why does it hurt continuously?

Except for the fact that I can’t see you anymore, and that you’re not here anymore

otherwise, it’ll be just the same like before

Without a word, you made me know what love is

Without a word, you gave me your love

Made me fill myself with your every breath

Then you ran away

Without a word, love leaves me

Without a word, love abandons me

Wondering what to say next

My lips were surprised

Without a word, tears starts falling down

Without a word, my heart is broken

Without a word, I waited for love

Without a word, love hurts me

I’ve become transparent, I’ve become a fool

and I cry just by looking at the sky

Without a word, separation finds me

Without a word, the end comes to me

It tool my heart by surprised

To send you away unexpectedly

It came without a word

Without a word, love appears

Without a word, love vanishes

Like a fever I’ve had, maybe all I have to do is hurt for a while

Because in the end, the only thing that remains are scars

Flowers in the garden of life?

What Should I Do

when I let you go one step further,

my eyes overflowed with tears

when you walk one step further,

more tears are falling

as move away to a place

where I can't reach you,

even if I reach out my hand

I can't reach you, I can only cry

what I should I do?

what should I do?

you're leaving

what I should I do?

what should I do?

you are leaving me

I love you,

I love you

I cry out to you

but you can't hear me because

I am only shouting in my heart

all day long I try to forget you,

but I think of you again

all day long I try to say goodbye,

but I think of you again

when you went to a place

where I can't hold you,

even if my hand reaches out to you

I can't see you, I can only cry

what I should I do?

what should I do?

you're leaving

what I should I do?

what should I do?

I LOVE YOU ONLY

I love you,

I love you

I cry out to you

but you can't hear me because

I am only shouting in my heart

what I should I do?

what should I do?

I only have you

what I should I do?

what should I do?

you're leaving

what I should I do?

what should I do?

you're leaving

I love you,

I love you

I cry out to you

but you can't hear me because

I am only shouting in my heart

Thank You

Tatkala jiwa tengah kacau, dapat emel yg sgt2 memahami n memberi semangat. Thanks dear!

~ direction ~

Mula2 baca kata2 kat atas tue, trus mbuatkan aku berfikir… Memang betol, direction lgi penting dari speed… contohnya, kalau kita bawak keta laju, tapi sesat, x guna jgak…kalau kita dah tau arah tujuan, bawak slow pun akan sampai jgak. Tol x? contoh 1 lagi, cikgu mengajar slow2 nak bg student paham. Kalau ngajo laju2 nk bg cepat abes topic, tapi satu apa pun x paham, x guna jgak!

Tapi sebenarnya aku bkan nk cakap pasal bawak keta or cikgu ngajo. Aku nk cakap pasal KEJA….

Topik ni aku nk tuleh sbb lately ni aku rasa majority org di sekeliling telah mengambil kesempatan atas apa yg dah aku bagi peluang. Aku bagi peluang supaya digunakan dgn sebaik2nya..tapi peluang yg aku dah bg telah di sia2 kan…dengan erti kata lain, kepercayaan yg aku dah bagi telah hancur! Honestly, aku sgt kecewa dgn apa yg dah berlaku!

Kata2 tu jgak mbuatkan aku rasa, aku yg kena tunjuk direction tu..sbb DIRECTION IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN SPEED… walaupun aku sndri sgt sikit ilmu pengetahuan dan aku ingin belajar tuk lebih tau banyak perkara.

Aku rasa dah banyak usaha yg aku buat utk majukan diri aku n org sekeliling aku…dah banyak korbankan masa bersosial aku semata2 mengabeskan masa kat opis tuk beri yg terbaik n bantu yg lain tuk menjadi lebih baik. walaupun aku rasa sgt penat, tapi harapan aku hanya 1, tuk ubah segala2nya ke tahap yg lebih baik. Tapi x guna jugak kalau kita yg berusaha utk bantu org lain tuk jadi lebih baik, tapi org tu sendiri yang x mau berubah menjadi yg lebih baik. Tak guna jgak kalau kita berpikir cara paling baik tuk selesaikan masalah sedangkan cara tu tak diendahkan n tak digunakan.

Perangai kah? Sombong kah? Or Menyampah kah?

Rasanya kita semua dah beso n dah cukup matang tuk berpikir apa yg baik n apa yg buruk…aku x cakap apa yg aku buat semua nya baik, semuanya betul, aku manusia biasa jgak yg sering melakukan kesilapan. Tambahan kekadang ayat2 yg keluar dr mulut aku ni pun laser gak yg bleh buat org sentap!…But, belajar lah dari kesilapan tu tuk kebaikan, bukan mengulangi kesilapan yang sama. Tu kurang bijak namanya!

Aku tau ada yg x suka, menyampah n benci kewujudan aku kat situ coz aku suka menyusahkan semua org dgn memaksa buat keja masing2..rite? But, kita dibayar gaji tuk buat keja2 tu semua…

Moral of the story:

1)Buatlah sesuatu perkara tu dgn ikhlas dan jujur, baru lah kita akan berpuas hati dgn hasil keja yg kita lakukan. Asik buat dosa ja, sekurang2 nya bila jujur dan ikhlas mungkin da dapat sedikit pahala yg tak seberapa.hehe.

2)Apabila ada org lain yg sudi membantu or meringankan beban kita melakukan sesuatu perkara, hargailah dgn melakukan perkara tersebut dgn sebaiknya. Jika org itu sudah tiada lagi, mungkin pada masa tersebut baru kita terpikir tuk menghargainya. Tak guna dah beb time tu, ko buat la sndri! ***aku rasa mcm x lama kt tmpat keja skng, just wait n see, sdang mcari ruang yg kosong…

3)Berilah tunjuk ajar yg sewajarnya terlebih dahulu sebelum menghukum seseorang…

4)Never give up!

Dah melalut panjang, enough la kot…lagi panjang, lagi ramai yg sakit ati..haha…

p/s : Mungkin 2012 ni aku kena lebih tegas? Or lebih garang? Or lebih serius? Just WAIT n SEE! hehe…

You’re Beautiful

Memandangkan kesihatan berada di tahap yang tidak memuaskan, sabtu ahad lepas hanya bermalasan di rumah sambil melayan cita ni...

Title : 미남이시네요 / Minami Shineyo

Also known as : You’re Beautiful / You’re Handsome

*** Cita ni lebey kurang Meteor Garden (MG)

Genre : Romance, comedy

Episodes : 16 ( bermakna lebih kurang 16 jam la dok hadap cita nie)

Cast:

Jang Geun Suk as Hwang Tae Kyung

Park Shin Hye as Go Mi Nam / Go Mi Nyu

Lee Hong Ki as Kang On Yu / Jeremy

Jung Yong Hwa as Kang Shin Woo

Extended cast

UEE as Yoo He Yi

Bae Geu Rin as Sa Yu Ri (Fan club president)

Kim In Kwon as Ma Hoon Yi (Mi Nam’s manager)

Choi Ran as Choi Mi Ja (Mi Nam & Mi Nyu’s aunt)

Kim Sung Ryung as Mo Haw Ran

Jung Chan as President Ahn

Choi Soo Eun as Wang Kko Di

Production Credits Director: Hong Sung Chang

Screenwriter: Hong Jung Eun & Hong Mi Ran

Synopsis of You’re Beautiful:

Park Shin Hye’ll play Go Mi Nam (male) and Go Mi Nyu (female), a pair of twins who ends up switching places when Mi Nam gets into an accident after being selected as 1 of the four members of a idol group – A.N.JELL. Jang Geun Suk plays Hwang Tae Kyung, a village boy turns idol star who is constantly at odds with Mi Nyu. Lee Hong Gi plays Kang On Yu who is the lead singer of the group. Filming’ll start after the final member of the group is found. In the SBS drama “You are beautiful”, Uee is playing the role of “Yoo He Yi”, the “national younger sister” who has the nation’s love since she was young and worked hard to become a top star. The rest of the drama follows the behind-the-scenes life of an idol group.

Park Shin Hye as Go Mi Nam/ Go Mi Nyu

(Macam watak Shan Cai dlm MG, salu kena buli)

Jang Geun Suk as Hwang Tae Kyung

(Macam watak Dao Ming Si dlm MG. Sangat jahat)

Jang Geun Suk as
Hwang Tae Kyung




Jung Yong Hwa as Kang Shin Woo
( Macam watak Hua Ze Lei dlm MG.. pendiam n cool je semedang)

Lee Hong Ki as Kang On Yu / Jeremy

(Macam watak Xi Men dlm MG...)

Uee as Yoo He Yi

~sekian~